TIRED~~~~~

Oh My God......I'm so fucking tired now, I just came back from badminton , went home sweep and mop the floor because I can't stand the dirtiness... My mom not free to do that, so let me to do it... Until now I haven't take my dinner... Going to eat soon after I finish blogging ^^

Today I got no time to nap...SIGH~~ and everyday late to school

I just need some rest....please...but I enjoy with my girlfriend today, MCD AGAIN~~!!!! HAhahaha...

Anyway...I might not be a good Boyfriend, but I might be a good husband a 'Houseman'

^^

-Anthony-

~Weird Feeling plus stress~ I hope she will understand~~Sorry

I update my blog again........ Have to talk about my feeling, is just weird and can't describe it out.

I feel stress because of STPM examination coming. I talked about this again and again because not yet past but is still on the way, it makes me sick~~

Now is 5.08p.m , I just came back from MCD because have to fetch my girlfriend there to wait her car , plus she went to my house today for lunch but I know my daddy not really like about it because he not allow me to have a relationship when I'm still studying. SIGH~~

However I doesn't care about him , so he got nothing to say also but I saw his unhappy faces.

My girlfriend and I had been together about 3 month++. I know it is not too long for those who had a relationship more than 1 year but for me is a quite long already although the times had past too fast. I'm thinking like this way because may be I never had a last long relationship and everyone was guessing about how long will this relationship take between me and her. Although I always says that will be last long than what you all expected but actually I also can't confirm about this because who knows about the future..RIGHT??

No matter how I want to talk about the feeling from my heart and I think it is true, if I don't express out I scare I will feel very tension and annoy. What I think is sometimes I don't really like her attitude by being a very cute person in front of me because that's not what I wanted. I know I always criticize her will make her feel very sad but I'm sorry.. I didn't meant too~T.T

In addition, I felt that she got nothing to do with when she is free. I don't know why I'm not happy with it because I think everyone got their own personal thing to do.

However I don't know what happened to me, my love to her is just limited.I can't get back the feeling that I got before when I fall in love to another person. Although I tried my best to love her more but it's just can't increase. I know she very love me and I got uncountable of love from her but I don't know why I tried to appreciate you and care you more, the feeling of love will never increase anymore..I'm so sorry~~SIGH~~ I tried my best...but I still love you but not more than you...

I think is may be we didn't get close to each other first before we start. No matter how I am happy with you in this few months..Muakx!!!

Finally, same as what I had said before...LET'S EVERYTHING GO NATURALLY~~

Please be understanding

boring~~~

Today I feel very tired because lack of sleep and I woke up late...So, after I wake up....I faster get ready and go to state library because I'm late...My friends meet me there about 10 a.m but I'm late about 3 hours..OH MY GOD~~!!! So sorry to (Xiao Ting & Cindy)

but I still going and went home about 4p.m plus I washed my car after I reached home..freaking tired...

Actually I want to go out, but seems no friends invite me to go plus don't want to waste money already...because my dad say me always go out...SIGH~~

I become poorer and poorer almost bankrupt....

Anyway...I feel a bit moody today but I don't know what happen..because of something that i thought just now?sigh...whatever it is, I just can accept the truth...try my best to do the best that I can..NEVER TRY NEVER KNOW~~~

Suddenly fall in love with my blog's song...(MAN MAN DENG)

My babie introduce to me yesterday and it is nice...So, I changed to this song and my slide show also changed....

I can tolerate for my life, but I can't tolerate you keep on making me feel sad...It's torturing.....

But we must be tough in our LIFE....if not we can't WIN the others..

~~This is my opinion~~

However I would like to talk about all the girls and boys.....Let me emphasize that not all the guys and girls are bad...and I know most of them are, as what you all thinking about..but why you all never think about the good one??may be you all not yet meet a good one so keep on blaming other girls or boys are bad...no more good girls and boys in this world...ARE YOU STUPID IF YOU THINK LIKE THAT??? Please ask yourself...

In addition, I want to talk about the thing we lost....I'm sure that everyone got lost their thing before but it's depends on what you have lost and HOW important is it....For me, i will forget about it if I really lost although you will feel sad on the first moment but later you will feel better...because TIME CAN PROVE EVERYTHING.....AND MAKE EVERYTHING BECOME A PAST TENSE...

For the person who are really stubborn and can't let go the past...Please think what I had said in here although it was a summary...

Update my blog again~~

I'm back again.....actually I don't know what to write also, but just express my feeling here...This is the only way I can express my feeling except telling my best friend (Nelson), but anything happen I will tell him and he might be the first one who know about it...Anyway, thanks to Nelson always there for me and also the lunch for today...He treat me eat...^^

Anyway, sometimes I feel quite stress of thinking something nonsense and my exam...but still I'm feel so lazy to study....SIGH~~~ STPM make me sick~~

Almost three month I with my Mrs. Tae Yang and she treat me very good..Thanks Rexie Bie..lolz...Don't laugh about it please..I know is funny and I also know a lot of people think that I'm still playing with this kind of relationship, including myself....I just can't really understand myself..I feel that myself is weird until people also can't think how weird is me..

Now I feel a bit different about myself but I don't how to describe it by myself... Can I just stop thinking about it????

By the way, I'm trying to control myself.... I'm the only one who know what I'm suppose to do, but why I got those kind of imagination...HAHA.....GOD are you joking with me??? why suddenly will become like that?? Whatever la.......I will just let everything goes and flow NATURALLY~~~~

HeHeHeHe

Sometimes she is jealous about something...but I hope she will understand about me...Don't think so much and remember what I had said to her...Although I can't say something that you really want to hear or promise you anything but I still will try my best to give you the best...I love you....because I don't want to break my promise to the one that I really love....Sorry...Remember everyday is our happy day..DON'T SAD...DON'T CRY....DON'T MOODY...BUT BE HAPPY....

Solve every problems with A BIG SMILE~~~

This is how you all get a happy LIFE~~~!!!