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Sunday, March 21, 2010

Am I really that suxxxx???

Long time didn't update my blog already...So, I gonna update it now.....
Nowadays I feel something bad happened to me....Don't know why suddenly my friends around me become lesser and lesser...just like run away from me one by one..what's going on??am I that suck??or shit??
Someone can answer my question???I just want to know what is the first impression that I give it to you all??Someone can answer me honestly??Actually sometimes human don't make any sense when they say something to you..or promise u something..the thing is that prove it to you and show what they can do and what they can't do..Not just say only and proved the thing..IT'S STUPID if you do like this..
I face a lot of problems like this nowadays...I don't know what happened to the person..That person got problem?or me(myself) got problem??There got no any reason...AM I THAT LC??OR AM I THAT UGLY??MAKES YOUR EYES FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE??just tell me..I will accept it..And not doing stupid things around me and showing off anything to me...
I want a best friend...but I can say I got no best friend at all....since that day I realize what they are...I can guarantee and sure that I got no best friend...You know what is best friend??Let me tell you..best friend is...something that can share together and no secret between them at all..It's something like a brother or sister relation...when either one of them having a problem..they will willing to stand out and help..but it's not like (YOU DIE IS YOUR PROBLEM)..No such thing in a best friend relation..If got, that's mean the friendship cannot be continue.(Still got a lot of thing can be done if they are very care about their friendship)Think about it...Although they knew each other about a few years or more than ten years...they always say brother brother brother..But finally, this relation is blank..is empty...no brother at all...IT'S SUX.......
Why i say so??Please think by yourself properly...If didn't happened to me..I won't say so..
Am i really got problem?so I got no bestfriend??Let me tell you...if you treat me good..I won't treat you that bad....
This is reality world..Don't think of brother or bestfriend anymore...It's hard to get one...