"Goodbye To You & Say Goodbye To 2009"

Yesterday was a last day of Year 2009 and also the last day I being with her..I'm here to tell you all me and her broke up already..I guess everyone will be shocked when I tell them I'm already break up with her yesterday 31.12.2009~I used up a few days to think about whether I really want to take this step or not.Finally, I really make it my own decision.. Thanks for everything & Very Sorry to
you,but I appreciate.Let it become "OUR MEMORIES"


Sometimes, a lot of things happened between us and others won't know about it.At the begining I really thought that we can last long and I being sweet with her.But days by days, everything changed.It's been a few times that she said want a break up with me but at the end she can't make it and I can't make it also.That's why this question and our problems always keep in my mind.I felt stress and suffer about the past few days.It's pretty tough for me and I was emo on that time.It's hard to tell all the thing here because it's a long story.So, my decision already made "LET IT BE"~~perhaps both of us will be more "HAPPIER"

I agree that she really a good girlfriend and I admit I'm not really a good boyfriend.Perhaps she will get one more better than me later and I will wish for her always.Luckily, now both of us is still friend..I think will be keep in touch always~~Sorry for saying all those thing to her..But I'm really feel better and stressless after I made this decision, my whole body became more lighter because I released a lot of thing from my heart..~The End~

The last day of Year-2009.....I went for steamboat yesterday night with my friends.But I'm not really eating because I' already full.So, I just ate a little bit and spent RM25.80.........OMG!!! I just ate a little...That's too expensive but anywhere I really enjoy being together with my friends..After that we went to Big Cow's house(Daniel)..Playing,Gambling,Chatting & more..Until 3 something midnight only go home sleep.LOLZ...FINALLY I WANT TO SAY GOODBYE FOR EVERYTHING IN YEAR-2009

" Sometimes Pain,Sometimes Sad,Sometimes Happy,Sometimes Crazy "

Once u become a playboy..You always is....

I know when the day u step into the path of playboy,you can't return anymore...I admit I am a playboy before since I was form three...but I really don't want to be a playboy anymore.That's why I have to change...but i know a lot of people won't believe that i will change or agree what i said.The only thing is I believe myself.why should I bother how people look at me???Try my best being myself..This is the truth...

Until now,no people will believe I'm not a playboy anymore...Sometimes i feel very sad when i heard it..but may be this is the fact..'ONCE U BECOME A PLAYBOY..YOU ALWAYS IS A PLAYBOY'...I'm trying to make people believe me..but it is hard to get trust on a playboy character...What can i do now???Everyone hate playboy....

Perhaps no one will know how I feel now...or no one will bother what do I feel...I can tell all of you now at here...I feel BAD...because I'm a playboy..and everyone look down at me...This is the fact and nothing can change it...except myself....but I really don't know what can I do...trying my best to let all the people believe me..but I think I failed..."NO ONE WILL REALLY UNDERSTAND ME" I'm just a playboy forever in their mind...

Accept the fact is the only way to make me feel better...Dare to accept will makes me feel better another day....What am i trying to say,is all about my LIFE.................................

"Today is the first day i write a blog"

I'm new in here.My name is anthony tan yew chuan.nickname Bao....perhaps u will thinking why all people calling me "bao"...because i like it..simple and nice....My age=coming 19 loh...Now studying form six in SMI..Is hard to introduce myself....just having a complicated life...I also don't know what I want actually....

Today is the first day i write something on this blog...Because feeling sad and emo....I feel something bad of myself...I can't say out what is it..just totally out of mind....Suddenly becomes like this,wrote a lot of emo sentences in Facebook.Listening to emo song when i was emo-ing...I don't understand myself at all.My life was just meaningless.Perhaps it can be meaningful,but i didn't find how meaningful is it.

When i came back from jusco just now.I suddenly becomes like this.Can't imagine how emotional am I.Sorry to everyone that care about me.They know how emo am I and trying hard to comfort me but I think is useless because I'm too stubborn.Won't listen to people.No people can really understand me including myself.I'm totally lost....~~