LONG TIME DIDN'T OPEN MY BLOG ALREADY

It's had been almost one year didn't open my blog already and got a lot of things happen between this 1 year..i met a new girlfriend and together with her about 9 months already, now I'm in labuan studying Uni....

After I came to Labuan a lot of things happen with my girlfriend because we argue and may be is distance problem, but i hope will get well soon...We are a very sweet couple at the beginning, is it every couple sweet at the beginning but will be sad at the end ?? I don't agree about this because is depends how we going through all the circumstances...I hope I can give the best to her...^^

I do say that I not treating her good before I came to Labuan... SO SORRY TO HER...

Because she always thought that I only got friends but not her...

I won't do it again because now i realize I love you the most...

Already got a good one, no need to find another better one..I promise I will take care of you forever...

A lot of thing happened to me Today~~

Actually i did a lot of thing today , not only today i guess..I had been very busy since I got

this job until now..always late home, I didn't go work today because I had done my work

So, get a call from my Best Friend Yip Xiu for breakfast, after that went home and online plus

finishing my book.

More a while, I suddenly felt very desperate to play Bowling, I asked my friend whether want

to go or not..then she go with me and watch me play lo.Thank you.

Then went to E box and sing. The most thing that made me FRIGHTENED is she is a good singer,

walao eh....I heard she sing "LISTEN" by BEYONCE is so FXXKing nice....one word JENG ar..

Although got a happy hour but also got Sad thing happened to me..Is about me and my girlfriend,

we argued and beh song each other today, SIGH~~ she really think too much already, and i feel that lack of trust on me.So sad~~haix

but now we okay already lah..Wednesday go Taiping with her lah..enjoy har enjoy har with my friends also lah..

Last but not least, just now went to futsal with my Friends versus other peoples, we WON!!

they are so fucking LC..haha..should win them 99...but I got injury on my neck.and my necklace broke d...T.T...sad....

For me today is a good & bad day lah..^^slpz soon..

what happen??

Why you just only know I'm always playing but didn't care about you?? May be I always chat with my frens and left you behind, so u think I'm not care you...I'm really sorry if I really did make u feel that way....but why can't you just think something good but not bad...is good for you also what~~~

IS NOT GOOD THAT ALWAYS THINK ABOUT BAD THING

Be Optimistic, Come on dear...

I hope everything can go smoothly, and no problems occur again...^^

Wao....Long time didn't open my blog already

Don't know what I feel like writing blog again suddenly, I hope I will keep on writing and just write what I want and how I feel in my life..just like a process in my life, write out and share...^^

Have to go sleep already..so will write again next time when really got thing to write...

I'm sure got a lot..Nitex

TIRED~~~~~

Oh My God......I'm so fucking tired now, I just came back from badminton , went home sweep and mop the floor because I can't stand the dirtiness... My mom not free to do that, so let me to do it... Until now I haven't take my dinner... Going to eat soon after I finish blogging ^^

Today I got no time to nap...SIGH~~ and everyday late to school

I just need some rest....please...but I enjoy with my girlfriend today, MCD AGAIN~~!!!! HAhahaha...

Anyway...I might not be a good Boyfriend, but I might be a good husband a 'Houseman'

^^

-Anthony-

~Weird Feeling plus stress~ I hope she will understand~~Sorry

I update my blog again........ Have to talk about my feeling, is just weird and can't describe it out.

I feel stress because of STPM examination coming. I talked about this again and again because not yet past but is still on the way, it makes me sick~~

Now is 5.08p.m , I just came back from MCD because have to fetch my girlfriend there to wait her car , plus she went to my house today for lunch but I know my daddy not really like about it because he not allow me to have a relationship when I'm still studying. SIGH~~

However I doesn't care about him , so he got nothing to say also but I saw his unhappy faces.

My girlfriend and I had been together about 3 month++. I know it is not too long for those who had a relationship more than 1 year but for me is a quite long already although the times had past too fast. I'm thinking like this way because may be I never had a last long relationship and everyone was guessing about how long will this relationship take between me and her. Although I always says that will be last long than what you all expected but actually I also can't confirm about this because who knows about the future..RIGHT??

No matter how I want to talk about the feeling from my heart and I think it is true, if I don't express out I scare I will feel very tension and annoy. What I think is sometimes I don't really like her attitude by being a very cute person in front of me because that's not what I wanted. I know I always criticize her will make her feel very sad but I'm sorry.. I didn't meant too~T.T

In addition, I felt that she got nothing to do with when she is free. I don't know why I'm not happy with it because I think everyone got their own personal thing to do.

However I don't know what happened to me, my love to her is just limited.I can't get back the feeling that I got before when I fall in love to another person. Although I tried my best to love her more but it's just can't increase. I know she very love me and I got uncountable of love from her but I don't know why I tried to appreciate you and care you more, the feeling of love will never increase anymore..I'm so sorry~~SIGH~~ I tried my best...but I still love you but not more than you...

I think is may be we didn't get close to each other first before we start. No matter how I am happy with you in this few months..Muakx!!!

Finally, same as what I had said before...LET'S EVERYTHING GO NATURALLY~~

Please be understanding

boring~~~

Today I feel very tired because lack of sleep and I woke up late...So, after I wake up....I faster get ready and go to state library because I'm late...My friends meet me there about 10 a.m but I'm late about 3 hours..OH MY GOD~~!!! So sorry to (Xiao Ting & Cindy)

but I still going and went home about 4p.m plus I washed my car after I reached home..freaking tired...

Actually I want to go out, but seems no friends invite me to go plus don't want to waste money already...because my dad say me always go out...SIGH~~

I become poorer and poorer almost bankrupt....

Anyway...I feel a bit moody today but I don't know what happen..because of something that i thought just now?sigh...whatever it is, I just can accept the truth...try my best to do the best that I can..NEVER TRY NEVER KNOW~~~

Suddenly fall in love with my blog's song...(MAN MAN DENG)

My babie introduce to me yesterday and it is nice...So, I changed to this song and my slide show also changed....

I can tolerate for my life, but I can't tolerate you keep on making me feel sad...It's torturing.....

But we must be tough in our LIFE....if not we can't WIN the others..

~~This is my opinion~~

However I would like to talk about all the girls and boys.....Let me emphasize that not all the guys and girls are bad...and I know most of them are, as what you all thinking about..but why you all never think about the good one??may be you all not yet meet a good one so keep on blaming other girls or boys are bad...no more good girls and boys in this world...ARE YOU STUPID IF YOU THINK LIKE THAT??? Please ask yourself...

In addition, I want to talk about the thing we lost....I'm sure that everyone got lost their thing before but it's depends on what you have lost and HOW important is it....For me, i will forget about it if I really lost although you will feel sad on the first moment but later you will feel better...because TIME CAN PROVE EVERYTHING.....AND MAKE EVERYTHING BECOME A PAST TENSE...

For the person who are really stubborn and can't let go the past...Please think what I had said in here although it was a summary...